By nature hidden
By night forgiven
Whispers of sin
Scent of greed
Breathe me in
Don’t Let me out
Fill the emptiness
With sparkling atoms
Water the rose
Make it bloom
Your fingertips on my soul:
Caresses on my skin:
Observe the curves
Draw my lines
Let me color you
Twisted by invisible strings
Life leaves marks on the soul
Like rains erode the mountains
Time consumes the skin
As shells turn into sand
Mortals turn into dust
The once visible scars
Are now just atoms in the wind
Moments joining eternity
Dots connected by golden chains
Memories reaching their infinity
Depicting a portrait of life
I was standing on a cliff
Thoughts heading North
The Wind heard my wish
Turned me into a grain of sand
Breathed me in
Carried in his guts
I saw lands from above
Longing for my final destination
I saw mountains climbing the sky
Seas piercing the earth
Deserts as golden oceans
Valleys embraced with green grass
Infatuated by such beauty
My little grainy body fell asleep
When I woke up
I was just a grain of sand on a window
There I was
My final destination
My secret place
Admiring the moves
Taking care of the sleep
Matting the window so the light wont wake him up.
There I was
By being only dust
How much so little can do
Moonlight caressing my naked legs.
A soft and thin sheet embracing my hips.
Chest moving up and down.
Slowly. As the clock ticks.
A brown messy wave on the pillow. Silvered darkness ornamented with immobile shadows.
A fresh breeze
Whispering through the open window.
Crickets playing their symphony…
Nature’s lullaby to the dreamers.
A cat sleeping on the top of the closet…
Thoughts flying to the place where the body can’t.
A journey made of wishes…A heart with a sparkle of hope…
All of it in the room where my body rests…
I’ve just logged in.. And I scrolled through my past posts.. Damn lots of negativity… I can freely say I was deeply f***ek up!
Well… note to self.. Frenkie .. nothing really change to better concearning certain stuff ..
True it didn’t.. well…some things actually did … but than others popped out like a pop out screen while surfing on the internet..
It’s just that now I’m using a different approach towards everything… Positively.. Yes the girl who used to see the half glass of water EMPTY now sees it full!
I MUST be positive and i MUST get rid off the bad thoughts… ‘cause positivity makes things go better! That’s the main rule I’m referring to in my life right now.
The fact is that I’ve started to love and respect myself. Something I’ve never done before. Or even if I did.. it was superficial and not a true commitment to myself.
For being who I am and for being how I LOVE to be … I need to be the first to care about in my life… and by doing that I care of everyone else…
Life is one… And it has to be lived at the best way possible.. Despite all the bad things that can happen in our life we need to focus on the god ones.. and let their light win over the dark tones of unhappiness :)
Love you all!
Ps: there are good things happening.. there truly are <3 …